2009 wasn’t a bad year.
No, not at all.
I came to a new country
hence had the chance
to know a new culture.
I met some people,
some kind of people I didn’t know.
My curiosity about human beings grew along
with the sickness they make me feel.
I finished school
and now I’m being frightened with the future’s possibilities.
I practiced boredom as hard
As I had never done before.
Music has saved me again.
And it’s role in my life gets more important each day.
I watched over 70 movies
and finally realized cinema as an art
I didn’t read much in quantity
yet a lot in quality.
I’ve learned how to love
but most important: how to be loved.
During the process
my heart got broken and then
fixed, because
as no pleasure lasts forever,
neither does pain nor life.
It taught me how to enjoy things
even the bad ones.
To laugh at them,
Until they are gone.
2009 has ended smoothly
as a hot day after a typhoon
right now it’s 2010
January first
03:48 AM, my cast is sitting on my lap
everybody else is sleeping,
the wind blows soft and tells me
that it’s gonna be a good year.
